I've finally met her but my expectations were too strong and everything seemed to
have  carried out against my wisshes.
I was so excited to see her but she was almost
exactly as she was before. In a way, I was relieved but I couldn't help feeling "Is this all
I've waited so long? "I was too much enthusiastic but days and months have alienated

myself from reality. I only wish I'd be able to establish a good relationship with her.
( February 5, 2004)

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