I've declared many times that I've delivered from attachments, awakened to
a new life. Yes, my attitude toward women, especially to Mimi has dramatically
changed. But I must confess I still miss her. My heart throbs whenever I  hear
her voice, though I'm not as  desperate as before.

I became 66 on June 24 and as I planned I've finished writing a book about how to
make a documentary film before my birthday. I must find a publisher from now on.
(June 29, 2004)
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