（貴女が誓った言葉はどうしても信じられない。何度も私は
裏切られてきた。貴女は今度こそ私を信じてというがもうその
言葉は聞きあきた。もう限界だ。
色あせた萩の葉に置いた露を散らして歩きつづける。足が重い。
不安と悲しみで胸が苦しい。）

＊言の葉：誓った言葉
＊とどまるほど：きちんと約束通り留まるかどうか
＊たのまれず：信頼できず ＊足なえ：足が萎えて

My girlfriend M called me cheerfully after 5 weeks absence.
She said she'd meet me the next day. Then, on that day, she told
me something was wrong and our meeting would be on some day
next week. A beautiful rhetoric.
How I wish I could wipe out her image completely from my mind !
Why do I still have to suffer? Things are so absurd and I can hardly
believe I'm so silly but,,,,

Excerpts from Byron :

The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow;
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame;
I hear thy name spoken
And share in its shame.

In secret we met :
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?-
With silence and tears.