I know Mimi is now in town. But she hasn't called me yet. It's the same
thing
all over again. Perhaps she has her own circumstances that make her impossible
to see me. Or she finds my passion for her burdensome. Anyway, she and
I seem
to be the same kind of people. Both of us do not like to be loved! As long
as she
treats me coldly, I'll continue to be attached to her. It's a vicious circle.
( January 18, 2004 )