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It's a pity I'm still living in despondency. I know this is my fate and that this sort
of thing has happened many times in tha past. Still, each time it happens, I feel I'm
in a scorching linbo. I still remember when I visited a friend of mine. He's a
Bulgarian businessman and his wife is a Thai. When we talked about my girl friend, this
Thai lady stared right into my eyes and firmly declared there's no realistic future
between my girlfriend and me. She said confidently that, because of my age, my girlfriend
will never, never think of me seriously. At that time, I laughed at her disdainfully and
said our relationship'd be beyond her understanding. I still believe I'm right. (April 2, 2005)

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