(愛する君は遠い異国に去ってしまった。冷たい晩秋の雨が君の懐かしい
体臭をたっぷりと込めて降り続いていることだ)

*とつくに: 外国 *しどど:びっしょり濡れて*初時雨(はつしぐれ):晩秋はじめての
時雨

It's very difficult for me to have close Japanese female friends.
I have the feeling that they often regard me as a strange person, or
in much terser expression, "improper". On the other hand, non-Japanese
ladies tend to treat me as an ordinary person.
However, very often I'm attracted by Japanese women. I only wish they'd
give away their absurdly high standards for their mates.

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