We've finally made a trip to Hakone. It was good in many ways because I could
get some truth about her. I'm now glad she was honest about revealing her true
feeling about me or perhaps all men.
Now I must reap what I've grown-I'm avenged. I must compensate what I've done
to many women in the past. I must learn to face the bare truth. Reality is too
much burden all the time. (October 20, 2002)

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