Since my girlfriend has fled from me, or at least, her soul does not rest
upon me any more, I've become ill physically and mentally. You may think
how naive I am but age and experience has nothing to do with one's feeling
at certain particular occasion. Perhaps my obsession about her is caused by
her aloofness, if not cruelty. I have no means to let out my fret and
frustration other than writing  poetry.