I suffered from a bad cold recently. Though I 've recovered from one week's
, I still feel weak. I've never felt so helpless for the past many years.
And my girlfriend who seems to have disappeared from my life, at least mentally

The Wreath by Rober Graves

A bitter year it was. What woman ever
Cared for me so, yet so ill-used me,
Came in so close and drew so far away,
So much promised and performed so little,
So murderously her own love dared betray ?
Queen of ingratitude, to my dying day,
You shall be punished with a deathless crown
For your dark head, resist it how you may.
(February 2, 2003)

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