Life is difficult but it's also full of facetious aspects. Though I lament
about my loneliness, I also seem to enjoy it. I've got so much used to be alone
that I'd feel odd if someone really appeared and say "Well, I's all right for me
to live with you" Meantime I've found out that women really need to be
pushed before they accept a man's proposal. I'm entirely tired of it.
Once I threw a ball, I simply wait for the return. (October 27, 2003)